Yawn !! Another sleepless night. I cant explain it.. but every now and then I have one of the strange nights where I keep getting up and start crying. I cant express my pain in any other way.
Last night I really wanted to just cuddle up to Dad and share his pillow. I think in trying to show my love, I may have done more harm then good. Not only did Dad not get enough sleep in the night, but he also woke up with a very stiff neck. He has been doing robot like movements since morning.
I had some leftover birthday cake last night. It was good, but it possibly gave me the tummy trouble that kept me up ( and mom and dad).
I am also drooling a lot. Might it be a tooth ? But another reason that I may have been up in the night.
The temperature was going to drop to -2 degrees in the night. So mom had me wear a sweater and woolen pyjamas. Not sure if I needed to feel that warm. Might be the reason I was up last night.
Or maybe it was just anxiety and excitement of seeing my family back in India. I am so looking forward to getting there, but there is a minor hurdle of a 9 hr flight to be overcome. The thought of travelling in a crappy airline (Air India) with a stiff neck and a restless toddler can make even a grown man cry . Is that tears I see in Dad's eyes ?
Get well soon Dad - I dont want you to remember my first trip as your worst trip.
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